I hate it when people say "you have to be depressed to have an eating disorder" nah, ye don’t. fair enough, depression normally causes eating disorder, but you can still be happy with life, probably not so much yourself, I hate my body, its ridiculously disgusting, but I’m in control of what goes into my mouth, life on the other hand, I can’t control, but I can cope, understand?  

I recovered from depression over a year ago, but I’m still fighting for a perfect body, I’m still fairly insecure and I have panic attacks often, but life? life is life and it goes on I’m afraid.

© sinuously